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~JadedOptimist:iconJadedOptimist:

two quarters & a heart down  

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  • Deviant since Jan 22, 2004, 1:40 PM
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Love is Suicide

"love" is a game you play,  cat-chase-mouse and come in for the kill  but every playful swipe of the claws cuts deep  and the blood pours out faster than the "love"  can't you see I don't want to play anymore?   
"love" is the seasons,  spring-forward, summer together, fall into bed  but you can't forget there is another season  for it is always winter in your heart  and the coldness cuts deeper than the warmth can burn   
"love" is life, or so you say  but every second the end creeps nearer  
because you hurt me, you slay me  and eventually I'll die for this so-called

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dream sequenceI dream of jellyfish in toilets in semi-abandoned houses where we play like gleeful children and pretend to be surviving. I dream of you wearing my ring and me wearing yours, even though we already got them for each other. We lay together, intertwined under a yellow sodium streetlight superimposed over the flaking walls and watch B-movies on an old tv. When we close our eyes, the ceiling disappears and the canopy of stars winks at us as if to say ‘there is a reason you are here.’ Ideally, I would love to photograph this scene but I find myself leaving my camera on the nightstand and snuggling up close to you. Except for my trips to the bathro dream sequence
in Perspectives on 4/20/07
two particlesAcceleration of two particles  Towards an end in the distance:  Fission, fusion, or just an explosion? two particles
in Open on 7/4/06
spinningI keep spinning around in circles like I did when I was five. But somehow, it feels as though the world itself has stopped spinning. I’m dizzied; I’m confused. I wobble, but I don’t fall over yet. I feel I must keep standing, even though my knees are begging me to let them buckle.  I spin some more, and then I give in. I fall. The sky looks so beautiful and I wish to get lost in it. The dizzying twists of stars and clouds in my muddled mind make me feel as though the world is spinning too fast now.  I lay back and let the sensation abate. Then, I stand and spin again.  I close my eyes and let the momentum take me away, beyond a spinning
in General Fiction on 4/25/06
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in Miscellaneous on 3/4/06
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my heart lies elsewhere

Journal Entry: Wed Feb 21, 2007, 9:48 PM
I really don't post too much on this page anymore. it has reverted to its original status of fangirling.
right now my heart is in my photography. is the window to me right now.

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  • Current Age: young enough to still believe in true love, but old enough to know it's hard to find
  • Current Residence: ...take your wings outside, you can't fly in here...
  • Interests: [music][art][poetry][macabre fun][dress-up][stars][faerie wings][sparkly anything][reading][you]
  • Favourite movie: [Edward Scissorhands][Fight Club][Eternal Sunshine][Donnie Darko][the Princess Bride]
  • Favourite band or musician: [Alkaline Trio][Spill Canvas][Dashboard Confessional][Copeland][Fall Out Boy][panic! at the disco]
  • Favourite genre of music: anything with poetic lyrics and gorgeous instrumentation
  • Favourite artist: look in my favorites
  • Favourite poet or writer: I read so much these day
  • Favourite photographer: anyone who can capture the wonder of the world
  • Favourite style or digital art: [photo manipulation][poetry][collage][photography]
  • Operating System: Windows XP
  • MP3 player of choice: mine. but only because I can control the music.
  • Shell of choice: seashell
  • Skin of choice: I feel as though I'm masquarading in somebody else's skin
  • Favourite cartoon character: [Death][Gir][Courage the Cowardly Dog][Tinkerbell]
  • Personal Quote: I keep looking to the sky, expecting rain to pour down and drown my upturned face. but yet, sunshine
  • Tools of the Trade: [cutouts][tape][markers][scissors][pens][Modge Podge][imagination][Photoshop][heartbreak]

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~samydelrio:iconsamydelrio: 3 days 3 hours ago
hey girl...thanks for the fav :glomp:
~Subishi:iconSubishi: Apr 27, 2008, 8:54:08 AM
and for the two new :+fav:'s! :glomp:

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~Maceo-x-:iconMaceo-x-: Apr 27, 2008, 6:29:22 AM
Hey, thanks for the favs. How are you these days?

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~samydelrio:iconsamydelrio: Apr 26, 2008, 5:22:52 PM
hey!! thanks for the fav :glomp:
*mOntAnaOO7:iconmOntAnaOO7: Feb 24, 2008, 1:42:51 PM
I has been ages ago, but still thanks for the support! :)

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:heart: ontwerpje!!!

yu gots to b fuckin kiddin me man! ☆☆
~Subishi:iconSubishi: Feb 14, 2008, 3:40:48 PM
yay, thanks for the :+fav: on [link] :D

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~Only1Musa:iconOnly1Musa: Feb 9, 2008, 4:23:28 PM
Thanx 4 the fav...
~Savage-J0k3r:iconSavage-J0k3r: Jan 9, 2008, 11:15:36 AM Mood: Joy
Hey dear, thank you soo much for all the :+fav:'s!!! Muchly appreciated!!! :smooch: :D :glomp: :hug:
*misericordia:iconmisericordia: Nov 16, 2007, 8:35:12 AM
Thanks for the favourites on the drawings! I'm glad you like them.

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:blackrose: * Only after disaster can you be resurrected.

~thericho :heart:
~JadedOptimist:iconJadedOptimist: Oct 14, 2007, 8:56:34 AM
it was my pleasure. you deserved it.

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:invisible: I wish I was as invisible as you make me feel... :invisible:
~Nocturnal-Jester:iconNocturnal-Jester: Oct 13, 2007, 2:26:21 PM
Thank you so much, my friend, for your fave!
I almost forgot the good feelin seein the :+fav: at the messages bar gives you... :thanks:

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I am nothing but shards of divinity :jester:
~meloveyou:iconmeloveyou: Oct 2, 2007, 1:30:19 AM
I can't express how to thank you for the support you give me thank you so much :hug: :rose:

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